I sit here and I feel the pain The pain that loneliness brings I remind myself that I have to feel I remind myself that I cannot shut it off or I will never heal But the heaviness wears me down I feel it pulling me further away Then I feel the pain in my … Continue reading Pulling me
Dark Poetry
The void
Once again I exist in the darkness Hiding from the world Ashamed of what I look like Ashamed of my lack of control Emptiness and loneliness Is all I feel today In this void of nothing This void that never ends Nyx
Trapped in hell
I hear the gate slam As I fall into the flames All I feel is emptiness and pain I lie in the darkness No longer wanting to exist in this world With the gate slammed shut I find my resolve I have accepted my fate I can not save myself From my own mind I … Continue reading Trapped in hell
Comfortably numb
I am shrouded in darkness Away from the light of the sun I love it when thunder roars And the rain starts to pour I love the sound as it hits the ground I love the light as it sparks with fury As bolts shoot from the sky And I love the color grey Before … Continue reading Comfortably numb
Addictions
Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx
I can’t wait for that last tick
I hear the tick Of each moment in time It comforts me I know that with each tick I come closer to my end I can’t wait for that last tick Tick tock Nyx
Darkness please come
I long for the darkness to take me there Away from this life I can no longer care About what exists outside these walls All I want right now is to never wake up Darkness please come Darkness please take me away I give up You have won today Nyx
Alien
I feel empty Alone and guarded Tired of the pain The others always bring I often feel That I am an alien in this world That I will never really belong here My smile My words I fool you all I have never been human I am something else And I am still here Every … Continue reading Alien
Never enough
In the darkness I hide from you The pain slips out A little with each cut Never enough to stop Nyx
Just another day
Once again I was fooled I thought I would see the sun I thought I would see the flowers bloom I was wrong The time will never come There is no time for me The clouds grow dark The sky turns grey Today is just another Day like yesterday I feel so alone As I … Continue reading Just another day
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