Today I see the sun
It shines through the trees
I watch as the leaves fall
I feel the breeze
I try to find within myself
The strength I know is there
I want to find my home
In my mind I take myself there
To another place and time
To this world inside my mind
To this world that is my dream
Not today not tomorrow
It’s somewhere lost you see
Maybe someday I will find
The path that leads me to my destiny
Nyx
I do not want to think
About the things I could regret
I do not want to know
Anything right now
I just want to escape
All the things you create
These images in my mind
The ones that take me back in time
I have nothing to say
I have nothing to give
I do not know where I am going
I forget where I have been
All I can think right now is
I just want to live
Nyx
I am still floating in the air
I will not know where I am going
Until I get there
What do you do
When the world crashes down
Where do you turn
When no ones around
I keep walking forward
Somehow I do
Some days are so hard
Just to live through
Maybe some day I will find my home
Until then I will continue to walk forward
On my own
Nyx
Things are changing
Once again
I found an end
As a new beginning starts
A new path has cleared
With all the things I have fought
And everything I have feared
I make myself walk forward
Because it is what I do
I adapt because I can
This is who I am
Nyx
Everyday I fight
I put one foot in front of the other
Some days I fall
Others I keep walking
I try not to think
About what has happened before
When I think about my past
I open a door
Within it is this person
So lonely and so still
She sits there in silence
Broken with no will
This is something I strive not to be
This image that is broken in front of me
There is more to life than this
There is more to live for
There is more to see
I just have to once again remind myself
All I have to do
Is believe in me
Nyx
With every obstacle that I face
I know there will be another
To take its place
It does not matter
Let them come
As long as I am still breathing
I will not stop
Until I have won
Nyx
There is no path
Laid clear before me
I want my heart to race
I want to feel pride
I no longer want to worry
I no longer want to feel
What I want is reason
And everything that is real
I have seen so many illusions
Along the path I have chosen
I will not delude myself
I will not have faith again
I know that all I will ever need
Is me in the end
Nyx
As the leaves fall around me
I see the beauty in the changing season
Sometimes there is no need to reason
Everything that people do
I try to remember that when I feel pain
I have to look inside myself again
Find the inner beauty of who I am
As I find the ground
I need to walk on again
Nyx
I walk forward
Not looking back
Trusting in my instincts
Finding my resolve
Every day I fight
Every day I see
The resilience that is there
Built up inside of me
There is no certainty
In this life
This I know is true
The only thing I do know
Is that you have to believe in you
Nyx
As I walk through the trees
I feel the breeze
It is all I have to calm me
In this moment as I grieve
For the wishes and dreams I did not receive
For the ashes of what once was
For the memories that you gave me
For the days that I have wept
For something that was never real
There is no one that can save me
From the fall that has begun
There is no one that can reverse
All the damage you have done
As the anger subsides
I find my resolve
You are just another puzzle
I was meant to solve
Nyx
