Once again I exist in the darkness
Hiding from the world
Ashamed of what I look like
Ashamed of my lack of control
Emptiness and loneliness
Is all I feel today
In this void of nothing
This void that never ends
Nyx
Once again I exist in the darkness
Hiding from the world
Ashamed of what I look like
Ashamed of my lack of control
Emptiness and loneliness
Is all I feel today
In this void of nothing
This void that never ends
Nyx
My dear friend,
Do not blame yourself for not being able to control yourself – believe me, nearly the whole world cannot control their own mind – they are slaves to their mind. When the mind says: be angry at once they are angry, be happy, they also react and are happy – but the mind controls us in fact.
So I like your honesty, dear friend, to admit that you cannot control yourself – millions of other people hide this…
As always: I send you love and light to your heart, my dear friend 🙂
Big hugs
Didi
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Hugs back
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Your pain is palpable, I can feel it, hugs, ❤
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Your poem described my anorexia and depression for me in a very understandable way. Thank you.
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Dear friend,
One of my blogging friend also suffered from anorexia and it was a really hard time for her. I want to share her link with you and there you can read, how she managed to overcome it. She gives hope to those who suffer from this eating disorder. Please, see her blog:
https://beautybeyondbones.com/
All the best on your way and may God help you to recover.
Love and light to you
Didi
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