I long for the darkness to take me there
Away from this life
I can no longer care
About what exists outside these walls
All I want right now is to never wake up
Darkness please come
Darkness please take me away
I give up
You have won today
Nyx
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Alien
I feel empty
Alone and guarded
Tired of the pain
The others always bring
I often feel
That I am an alien in this world
That I will never really belong here
My smile
My words
I fool you all
I have never been human
I am something else
And I am still here
Every day I wake
Indifferent to each breath I take
Maybe someday the emptiness will fill
Until then here I am
An alien that walks on land
Nyx
Destiny
When I look into your eyes
I see this spark
This love
This special connection
A connection that I miss
When you are gone
I will never be able to move on
Because in your eyes I see
That you are my destiny
Nyx
Love
Today I try to be grateful
For how far I have come
But life does take a toll
After so many battles fought
Some I have lost
Some I have won
All I can do is hope
That there is something beyond this life
All I can do is feel love
For the things that I do have
As long as there is love
Everything is worth the cost
Push
I want to push away the world
Everything outside of myself
I want it out of my head
Far away from me
Nyx
The rising sun
In the end I see
Clear blue skies await me
With every rising sun
As a new day has begun
I have hope in my heart
Hope I did not have before
After every battle I have fought and won
Finally peace finds me with the dawn of this new sun
Nyx
Never enough
In the darkness
I hide from you
The pain slips out
A little with each cut
Never enough to stop
Nyx
Just another day
Once again I was fooled
I thought I would see the sun
I thought I would see the flowers bloom
I was wrong
The time will never come
There is no time for us
The clouds grow dark
The sky turns grey
Today is just another
Day like yesterday
I feel so alone
As I sit here in the dark
My heart breaks
I feel the pain again
This is what happens
This cycle that never ends
The cause does not matter
It always feels the same
There is nothing left of me
There is nothing left to gain
Anything that was human has died
A thousand times before
I exist and stand
Only for what I fight for
Nyx
The void
There is a hole
Where my heart used to be
It was ripped out
It was taken from me
The hole grows a little more each day
This feeling of despair
It takes me away
I exist as darkness
There is nothing left
Just this void in my chest
Nyx
My Quote for Today
I know nothing with any certainty
Except that the world is always changing
And everything eventually ends
Nyx
