I feel the emptiness as it starts to grow
I feel it slip through the cracks
It is starting to show
My face no longer wants to smile
The anger inside me
It just continues to build
The rage it boils
The pain burns
As my fists clench
I know I will fight you all
Until my last breath I swear it
Step in front of me I dare you
I will not spare you
You will lose
Nyx
I sit here hoping I can keep
This eternal peace that I seek
Today I have won
I have felt the light
Shine down from the sun
I have felt the breeze on my face
I ran through the woods
At my own pace
I will keep this hope in my heart
As I turn the page
Waiting for this new chapter to start
Nyx
I listen as the water falls
What a soothing sound
I feel my body go still
I let go of worry
I let go of sorrow
I just sit here and listen
As it all fades away
Closing my eyes
I find some peace today
Nyx
Trying to push through today
But the clouds are closing in
They are there to remind me
That darkness hovers
It still exists within
Just beyond my currents thoughts
The darkness seeps through
I feel the pain as it starts to burn
Then I close my eyes and see
All the things I have seen before
And what is in front of me
The path is still there
It breaks off here again
Asking me if I want to go back
To my land of pretend
Nyx
I hear the sound of the world outside
As I try to find balance in my life
I have always struggled to get by
I have never stopped asking myself why
I have made the decisions I have so far
Then I reflect and tell myself
This is who you are
With every step forward
And every step back
I try to fill the pieces
That have chipped away
I push myself again today
To find the balance and the strength
That I need to succeed
Nyx
I hear the raindrops
Tick off my armor
As I stand in the valley
Ready for battle
I hold my sword to the sky
As I watch you quiver with fear
I look in your eyes
Before I say good bye
Nyx
When all is lost I look inward
Finding myself again
Nothing has gone as planned
Yet I still stand
With my head high
As the world looks smaller below
I look to the sky
Nyx
I question everything
I question everyone
I don’t know where I am
I don’t know what I have done
I am lost right now
My steps have led me astray
I hope I find my way again today
Nyx
Today I rise with certainty
Knowing my mind is too busy to be held down
This is how I escape my hell
Nyx
The demon I know
Or the unknown
There is no clear path shown
I wander away from the demon
Fighting through the trees
I hope I find blue skies today
As I continue to walk away
Nyx
