I reach for your hand
But you let it go
You watched me fall
You watched me fade away
I would have lived if you had stayed
But I did not matter enough
Disclaimer
When I speak of death it is often a representation of an end. I do not want this to be misinterpreted because I know I have friends on here who care. I appreciate all of you.
Peace and love,
Nyx
She strives for perfection
In everything she does
The image she portrays
Hides everything inside
A life she should have lived
Love she was denied
Through this rejection
She never found herself
So she will continue
Wandering here and there
Still striving for perfection
Longing for someone to care
Nyx
He made me cry
Before I said goodbye
There is no perfect mix
No one who can see
Who I really am
Who I strive to be
I exist and yet I do not
All my life I have fought
To find the balance that I need
In order to push myself
I need to believe
That someday I will find
The one thing that I need
Someone beside me
As I walk through the storm
Arms to embrace me
When I need it the most
I will find you
This I know is true
I will not stop
Until I do
Nyx
My heart has hardened
Like a ball of stone
It sits inside my chest
As it beats it cracks and crumbles
A little more each day
This is what I need
A heart covered in stone
I need to find myself
Before I can go home
Nyx
Life is not a straight path
Within moments everything can change
Within a conversation
Within a glance
Within the choice to speak or remain silent
Your path will follow those actions
Without your control
You have to accept it
We have to see
That every decision we make
Leads us to our destiny
Nyx
Love is something
I do not know
Does it linger
Does it grow
Is it fleeting
Or does it remain
Is it only there
When someone has something to gain
I do not understand this emotion
All I feel is pain
Nyx
And another walks away
Like so many have before
That is just what they do
Before I feel the knife slam through
The loneliness and the pain
It always feels the same
Who have I become
I exist and yet
I am no one
I walk this world alone
My heart a broken stone
The cracks they chip away
A little more each day
This is the way it must be
Until there is nothing left of me
Nyx
I feel the tall grass between my fingers
As I walk along the path
My heartache lingers
As I realize I can never turn back
I see the stream as it flows forward
Centering myself today
I have to live in the moment
I have to keep myself calm
It is the only way
That I can move on
Nyx
I see the bridge
So beautiful
So bright
I see the lights
Reflect off the water
As the day
Turns into night
I see the clouds fade away
And the stars start to shine
This is when I remember
When I was yours and you were mine
This is when I lose myself
In this memory, in this time
As I stare at the beauty
At everything I see
I realize that somethings remain
And one of them is this bridge
These stars
And the memories I have of you and I
This is when I let myself break down
This is when I cry
Nyx
I have found a love
That I thought I would never find
In a land where I am yours
And you are forever mine
In your eye’s I see
This beautiful destiny
Staring at each other
So complete we are
The scars slowly fade
As we lay forever in the shade
Of each other’s love
In this world of dream’s, we have made
Nyx
