On my own

I am still floating in the air

I will not know where I am going

Until I get there

What do you do

When the world crashes down

Where do you turn

When no ones around

I keep walking forward

Somehow I do

Some days are so hard

Just to live through

Maybe some day I will find my home

Until then I will continue to walk forward

On my own

Nyx

New beginnings

Things are changing

Once again

I found an end

As a new beginning starts

A new path has cleared

With all the things I have fought

And everything I have feared

I make myself walk forward

Because it is what I do

I adapt because I can

This is who I am

Nyx

Because of you

I have lost faith in the world

Because of you

I believe in nothing

Because of you

You had a mouth full of promises

But a pocket full of secrets

All the lies that you told me

All the things that I did not see

They almost caused my demise

Why couldn’t I see it in your eyes

Why couldn’t I see the lies

Maybe my heart will beat again someday

It does not beat today

Nyx

Disclaimer

This was inspired from the song mouthful of diamonds from the band phantogram.

Great song.

Memories of you and I

I see the bridge

So beautiful

So bright

I see the lights

Reflect off the water

As the day

Turns into night

I see the clouds fade away

And the stars start to shine

This is when I remember

When I was yours and you were mine

This is when I lose myself

In this memory, in this time

As I stare at the beauty

At everything I see

I realize that somethings remain

And one of them is this bridge

These stars

And the memories I have of you and I

This is when I let myself break down

This is when I cry

Nyx

My next journey

I reflect upon my mind

I am guided into a path

It plunges into shadow

Then slowly guides me into the light

When I am brought into moments

Of complete despair

I remember the strength I have

I regain a feeling of hope

I embark on my journey

My next journey through life

I will find a way

Because this is what I do

I survive

Nyx

A new path

The path before me

Filled with branches and thorns

I had to step away

I see a new path ahead

Let’s see where it leads today

Nyx

 

Hold on

It is crazy how quickly

Everything can change

One moment you see things so clearly

The next those images are gone

I just remind myself

I have to hold on

Nyx

Hope lies within my dreams 

I am sitting here 

Alone again 

Silent and still 

I wish I could say 

That I am fine 

But I would only be lying 

Let them sleep 

As I bury the pain again

Let the apathy set it 

So I can wake up again tomorrow 

I feel the emptiness fill me 

As I listen to the sounds of the night 

As I embrace the serenity of the darkness 

And find comfort in the stars 

In a few hours a new day will start 

Once again I am reminded 

What being alone means 

I am lost in my own world 

Where hope lies within my dreams 

Nyx 

This world of dream’s

I have found a love

That I thought I would never find

In a land where I am yours

And you are forever mine

In your eye’s I see

This beautiful destiny

Staring at each other

So complete we are

The scars slowly fade

As we lay forever in the shade

Of each other’s love

In this world of dream’s, we have made

Nyx