All that was left of her
Were ashes in the breeze
She fell to her knees
But no one heard her cries
No one heard her pleas
She slowly burned away
The pain was too great
She could no longer stay
She told herself to let go
To let the fire blaze inside
Then she felt her heart slow
Amongst the fire
Inside the flame
She let herself die
Nyx
I am always reminded
Of the uncertainty in this life
Of the things that I have lost
Of the cruelty
Of the ones who look away
And the ones who do not stay
I am left a wanderer
Lost in this world
Yet driven to be more than what I am
Pushing myself every day to stand
Sometimes the pain grips me so hard
I feel myself slowly
Being torn apart
I try never to forget
What it is I fight for
I try not to forget
What it felt like
When I walked out the door
I no longer know who I am
I no longer know who I was before
I sit here broken
Longing for something I will never get
The pain it lingers
But it has not defeated me yet
Nyx
There is nothing you can not accomplish
When you have nothing to lose
Nyx
You cannot break me
I am still fighting for peace
Sia
There is no rhyme or reason
For the way I feel
All that I can say
Is that the agony is real
It comes in waves
This feeling of despair
Sometimes it hits me hard
Then it is not there
This feeling slowly wears me down
As the days pass by
It wears me down so much
That all I can do is cry
As strong as I try to be
It never defeats the agony
But here I am once again
Pulling myself up
Making myself stand
It is all that I can do
It is all that I have ever done
I will not stop
Until I have won
Nyx
I feel myself fall
Farther and farther
I go
Into the depths below
It never stops
This cycle that is my life
There is no end to this game
I will never be the same
As I lay here broken
Pieces of me slip away
Once again all I feel is pain
Nyx
I do not want to think
About the things I could regret
I do not want to know
Anything right now
I just want to escape
All the things you create
These images in my mind
The ones that take me back in time
I have nothing to say
I have nothing to give
I do not know where I am going
I forget where I have been
All I can think right now is
I just want to live
Nyx
When I sit still
Some times the pain is just too much
I do not know what to do
I no longer have words to say
The pain hits me
Every single day
I do not want to think
I do not want to cry
All I want to do
Is say goodbye
Nyx
I am still floating in the air
I will not know where I am going
Until I get there
What do you do
When the world crashes down
Where do you turn
When no ones around
I keep walking forward
Somehow I do
Some days are so hard
Just to live through
Maybe some day I will find my home
Until then I will continue to walk forward
On my own
Nyx
Today I have fallen
Into my darkest hour
I know longer want to be me
The pain is so great
It tears me apart
Yet here I remain
Waiting for it to stop
Waiting to become numb
I can no longer bear it
This pain I feel inside
I have lost my hope
I have lost my dream
In this moment
All I can do is breathe
Nyx
