As she walks away
The grass dies beneath her feet
The trees are blown from sight
The clouds they turn to grey
As the storm comes
She looks to the sky
As the rain falls
She closes her eyes
For just a moment she feels peace
Nyx
Words of Strength
As I walk through the storm
He made me cry
Before I said goodbye
There is no perfect mix
No one who can see
Who I really am
Who I strive to be
I exist and yet I do not
All my life I have fought
To find the balance that I need
In order to push myself
I need to believe
That someday I will find
The one thing that I need
Someone beside me
As I walk through the storm
Arms to embrace me
When I need it the most
I will find you
This I know is true
I will not stop
Until I do
Nyx
Everyday I will fight
I breathe in the air
Tell myself to let go
I try to will the anxiety away
I need to stay focused
I need to find my way
I can not give up
I will try again
To pull myself through
I need to find strength in myself
I need to find it deep inside
Because I have nothing left to fear
Because I have nothing to hide
I just have to keep breathing
Until I find the path again
Then I will walk forward
I will find the light
Every day I remember
Every day I will fight
Nyx
Battle
I hold my sword toward the sky
I feel everything
All the pain
All the loss
All the sorrow
I take the blade
I slice my hand
I watch the blood drip
Into the sand
In this moment I swear to myself
I will not fail
I will not stop
I look upon my enemy
I tell him to stand
Nyx
A warrior
At the core of who I am
There is a warrior
A fighter that I know is there
I remember when I feel the pressure build
I remember when I will my heartbeat to slow
I remember and I make myself let everything go
Because I will keep fighting
This is something I must do
I fight for me
I fight for you
Nyx
Let go
I will not look behind me
I must be here today
I need to let go
Of the sorrows from yesterday
Because this is what must be done
Because this is what I do
Every day I rise
Trying to forget you
You are one of many
That I have to let go
My heart no longer aches
From the sorrow that you bring
The pain subsides
As I start to sing
This is what I must do
Walk away from you
Nyx
I must continue
As I walk along the path
I listen as he speaks
Another person comes and goes
I had a few moments of peace
Before I realized once again
I haven’t found the one
I must continue to protect myself
As weary as I am
I must push myself to wake up
I must make myself stand
Nyx
I have to keep fighting
I try not to think about the past
The images that fly by so fast
The things that I see
I wish they were not real
I wish they were not a part
Of who I have become
The weight it is so heavy
The pain it turns to glass
The shards fly at me
With each obstacle that I face
Somedays I lose my faith
In the entire human race
But today I realize this does not matter
Because I must wake up
I cannot see the darkness
I watch it fade to grey
I have to keep fighting
If I do not it is all for nothing
Today I must be the lion
Or I will not survive
Today I must see the light
I must fight through the haze
All I can do
Is continue to fight you
Nyx
The setting sun
I love you and I hate you
This I know is true
You left me slowly dying
Like so many have done before
I screamed your name
As you walked through the door
There is nothing left
Of the person I was before
You are one of many
Yet you have left your own scar
The chunk you ripped was the last
Of a girl that has passed
Her death was grieved by no one
The shell that remains of me
Looks at the setting sun
I find resolve in who I have become
But I will never forget what you have done
Nyx
Peace
As the sun sets
I feel some peace
At last
How I wish that it would stay
When the sun shines I feel the panic
My heart starts to race
These feelings I cannot control
These feelings I cannot face
What do you do
When you can no longer run
You have to look back and see
Everything you have done
Watch yourself as you fell
Into the depths of hell
I am so grateful for this moment
This moment of peace
Nyx
