I wake up and I fight each day To make it better than the last I always have so much to say My mind spins round so fast Life is to short you see...to remain in the past I look to it for introspection...I look to it to see That there is so much strength … Continue reading Believe in you
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Indiscretion
Sometimes I just don't understand How someone can be so indifferent And then so close To share these moments of intimacy Then just walk away like it means nothing I try to pretend...but in the end...It still hurts inside Sadness lingers in my soul My indiscretion takes a toll
Alone
I have to wonder Who really cares whether I come or go I keep a distance so I don't show What I can guarantee no one wants to know So superficial is my smile You don't really want to see What's hidden inside of me I just want to be free...from you...from myself...from the constraints … Continue reading Alone
Peace
I feel my eyes grow heavy But my mind continues to race Peace has found me again No need to pretend anymore I found what I was looking for
Harden my heart
I have to harden my heart I have to keep it that way Many may not understand But many have not lost All that they have ever had When your world gets ripped away When you are left with nothing Tell me then that I shouldn't harden my heart Tell me then that you understand … Continue reading Harden my heart
What is love
What is love… Emotion…connection…fleeting desire Why is the feeling so fleeting for some and not for others Is it because we are programmed this way Is it because the ones we love cause us pain Why do most of us crave companionship What are we looking for Shelter…comfort…security…importance What is love… For me it is … Continue reading What is love
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder why I make the decisions I make Sometimes I wonder how much more my heart can take I knew that my actions were going to end up breaking off a piece of my heart I knew it was going to end up this way I regret it now...every single day Why did … Continue reading Sometimes I wonder
Forget
When the floor beneath my feet crumbles and gives way When I feel the walls close in around me When I feel the water rising above my head When the people around me astound me When time almost stands still When I feel myself slip When I feel myself fall I look up to the … Continue reading Forget
Darkness and the game
Darkness lingers in the corners of my mind He waits for my thoughts to stay still…he waits for me to feel him near He waits for the calm…then slithers his way in Darkness tries to find a way to make me feel fear That will never happen I say to him, unless you hurt the … Continue reading Darkness and the game
Shades of grey
I dream in black and white I dream in shades of grey I let anger course through my veins But sometimes certain words aren't kind to say I have a heart filled with love...not with hate But sometimes anger pushes forward...but before it's too late...I find myself again The world is not so black and … Continue reading Shades of grey
Words From The Borderline 
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