As the colors fade

Today I dream of fields with flowers  Valleys and streams of beauty  Today I see the colors light up the sky  As the wind picks up and lifts the leaves up high  I wait and watch as the colors fade...as the sun starts to set and the moon begins to rise  It is in between … Continue reading As the colors fade

Agony

As soon as I stop moving As soon as my mind stills...  I am flooded with agony It is not a memory...it is not a face It is just all consuming heartache All I see is darkness...bleak and black Why can I never slow down...without the pain slamming me back This is why I move so quickly...this … Continue reading Agony

When everything shatters

It is only when you have lost it all  That you can see how far you can fall  It is only when everything shatters  That you see what really matters  When all you see is darkness... you can still find the way As the light filters through the sky  As the sun still rises each … Continue reading When everything shatters

The Universe

As I wake up and live my life I always wonder what I could miss One decision made differently...what could this change Could another connection be found...just by turning my car around As I venture through the day are events random or is the universe pushing us this way Pushing us in a direction we are … Continue reading The Universe

Music as my solace

When I feel the panic rise I listen for the sound It helps me feel peace It calms me down My sweet music I would be lost without you I could never escape This anxiety that grips me Like a freaking earth quake It shatters me to the core Makes my heart race With music … Continue reading Music as my solace

Re-organizing blog a bit

So... I am categorizing my poems so that they are easier to find based on what you are in the mood to read. I added... words of strength, poetry about love, quotes and dark poetry as categories. To anyone that visits my blog I think this will make it much easier to navigate. Thanks again … Continue reading Re-organizing blog a bit

One step forward 

One step forward one step back Trying to keep myself on track Watching everyone around me So close and yet so far That's where they are

Sunlight

I feel the sunlight on my face  So comforting... so warm  It gives me peace and solace It helps me brace for the storm 

Loved beyond time

I want to be loved beyond measure I want to feel completely happy and free I want to hold the hand of my one true love and feel him beside me I want to smile and laugh I want to run into his arms I want that moment to last forever I want that moment … Continue reading Loved beyond time