As soon as I stop moving
As soon as my mind stills… I am flooded with agony
It is not a memory…it is not a face
It is just all consuming heartache
All I see is darkness…bleak and black
Why can I never slow down…without the pain slamming me back
This is why I move so quickly…this is why I talk so fast
If only my moments of peace would last…if only I could escape the darkness…
if only I could escape my past
Nyx
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Words From A Borderline 
Painfully brilliant! I loved it. It was full of despair and misery, agony and heartache.
Can’t wait to read more of your works. 🙂
Good luck. ❤
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Thank you
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My pleasure. 🙂
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This captures a lot of what I’ve been going through recently. I love it (the poem not the feelings). Tried cutting out the feelings, dunno about anyone else but it doesn’t work, even if it seems like it may.
Tonight’s been a respite for me, watched Sherlock which I loved and also some funny YouTube videos by people I’ve followed for years.
The only thing I can say that helps is the distraction, not easy, too far between one another but possible to find. Keep hanging on and know I’m always an email, message or poem away of you want to talk! ❤️
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Thanks Nice Guy ❤
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You express what many endure
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I wish that many did not
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As do I
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❤
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