Hello Darkness

Hello Darkness there you are Just in time to pull me down I see you creeping in the shadows Waiting for your chance Come on darkness grab me now Take me to another place Take me to another time Take me with you down below Take me slowly so I don't know Listen now as … Continue reading Hello Darkness

When I take my last breath

As the darkness consumes me I lose all sight and hope I can no longer see What is behind, beside, or in front of me It pulls me down deeper and deeper Takes away my will to live There is nothing I would not give To not be me today There is nothing I would … Continue reading When I take my last breath

Rip it out

Unbearable pain Stabs me Over and over again Agony It is so hard to endure I just can't take it anymore This torture, this pain Floods through me Rips me apart Strips it all away Punches a whole and rips out my heart Just finish me off Why prolong this pain There is nothing left … Continue reading Rip it out

Fade Away

I am so lost and alone I want to fade away into nothing I want to stop existing Feel no pain Have no thought Just a shadow  Lost forever in the dark Take all that I have Take all that I was I no longer care Crush out the spark Crush out my hope Crush … Continue reading Fade Away

Sometimes no matter how hard I fight, The darkness still wins

One of the damned 

I hear music in my head Repeating round and round It soothes me when I hurt inside It soothes me when I'm down I wish I wasn't the way that I am But there is nothing I can do Sometimes I think I torture myself on purpose Just to prove that there is nothing I … Continue reading One of the damned 

Sometimes tears say all there is to say 

When I am feeling lost I look up to the sky and see  The starlight in all its beauty shine down upon me  When I feel the pain I gaze into the night  I hope for happiness I hope for peace from the light  I want someone to take away this loneliness, take away the … Continue reading Sometimes tears say all there is to say 

I yearn for…

As the wind blows and the world turns I yearn for something real I yearn for the emptiness To no longer exist I yearn for the gap in my soul To fill itself I yearn for the pain To never come back I yearn for people To stop disappointing me I yearn for peace From … Continue reading I yearn for…

Darkness always has an answer

"Darkness can you see me?" "Can you feel the pain you cause?" "Darkness why do you follow me?" "Why wont you go away?"   Nyx   “I will never leave you, don’t you know by now?" "I will never leave you my darling, my dear." "I will eat you until there is nothing left" "Suck out … Continue reading Darkness always has an answer

Words left unspoken 

It felt good not to be the only one  With darkness inside that rises with the setting sun  It felt good to speak thoughts so freely  To have found someone who doesn't find my words unseemly  Wanderers with monsters beneath the skin Filled with memories and thoughts of sin Pulled forward towards life's demand  Then … Continue reading Words left unspoken