I hear music in my head
Repeating round and round
It soothes me when I hurt inside
It soothes me when I’m down
I wish I wasn’t the way that I am
But there is nothing I can do
Sometimes I think I torture myself on purpose
Just to prove that there is nothing I cannot live through
But this is who I am
Forever walking alone
This is who I am
An abandoned soul who walks the world
This is who I am
I am one of the damned
Nyx
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Words From The Borderline 
I have literally flagged this poetry in my email account. This poem describes me. This poem for me is like my reflection. So relatable!
Keep Writing!
Enigma
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Thank you 😊
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Dear friend,
We come in this world alone and we leave again this world alone, well – if I add another l to alone we have allone, all-one, so we are unique alone and connected with all at the same time, all one. Often I think how it is possible that I am aware of myself, like the self-consciousness and then I think that all the other people must have the same self-consciousness, feeling themselves alone and separated – I believe that this Self-Consciousness is the essence of God, because we are all part of Him, drops of the ocean almighty and a kind of collective consciousness, maybe in our case still connected in sub-consciousness thats why we have synchronities, telepathies – and in the end there is only ONE – I believe our life is like a dream, or even an illusion from which we have to awake consciously, to see that we are all one that we all have our place in Him, the only doer. Lately I wrote: The shadow thinks it is moving but it is the light that moves the shadow… in reality nothing else is existing than God, the One
Have sunshine in your heart
A big hug
Didi
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I once wrote a poem about my heart being a masochist. I think I understand this. Sadness, wrapped in beauty.
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sadness wrapped in beauty- I love that
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I feel this one Nyx. Love you.
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I love this ❤
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❤
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You are in good company.
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