Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx
life is not a pot of petunias
I can’t wait for that last tick
I hear the tick Of each moment in time It comforts me I know that with each tick I come closer to my end I can’t wait for that last tick Tick tock Nyx
Bang
There’s the pain If I go out It will be with a bang Nyx
Darkness please come
I long for the darkness to take me there Away from this life I can no longer care About what exists outside these walls All I want right now is to never wake up Darkness please come Darkness please take me away I give up You have won today Nyx
Alien
I feel empty Alone and guarded Tired of the pain The others always bring I often feel That I am an alien in this world That I will never really belong here My smile My words I fool you all I have never been human I am something else And I am still here Every … Continue reading Alien
Never enough
In the darkness I hide from you The pain slips out A little with each cut Never enough to stop Nyx
Just another day
Once again I was fooled I thought I would see the sun I thought I would see the flowers bloom I was wrong The time will never come There is no time for me The clouds grow dark The sky turns grey Today is just another Day like yesterday I feel so alone As I … Continue reading Just another day
The void
There is a hole Where my heart used to be It was ripped out It was taken from me The hole grows a little more each day This feeling of despair It takes me away I exist as darkness There is nothing left Just this void in my chest Nyx
False hope
I can have this hope That someday I will write to you And for longer than a few moments A few precious hours I will not suffer That hope dies a little more Every single day Today is another day That a piece of me has been stripped away Left to burn in the flames … Continue reading False hope
Dialogue with my friend darkness
“Hello Darkness my old friend It’s nice to see you again” “My sweet girl why are you so restless? Can’t find that peace you still seek? Can’t find an ear to listen to the screams? Well here I am my dear I will listen as you scream in pain Then I will take you with … Continue reading Dialogue with my friend darkness
Words From The Borderline 
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