Darkness # 4

Need to stay in motion  Need to pass the time  If I don't he will catch me  He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time  So I continue to move too fast  My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done  Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4

Sometimes #2

So here I sit alone I try to calm my brain My thoughts again so jumbled I know that I'm not sane Sometimes I wish I wasn't me Sometimes I want to run away Sometimes I wish I could see myself as the same person every day Sometimes I wish I could see myself the … Continue reading Sometimes #2

True love

And time keeps moving forward As days just pass me by My life continues to move me toward an eventual goodbye Life ticks by so quickly it's hard to keep track To remember moments clearly and to hold myself back Beauty fades with age and the passing of time I wish someone would claim me...just … Continue reading True love

Quick Sand

How do you fix a miserable person Misery I should have seen all along The misery brings me down into this pit of despair I can't take it anymore...I just want to escape I feel trapped in a cage and no one has the key I feel myself sinking into sand...I can barely see Someone … Continue reading Quick Sand

Music # 2

My mind races As my heart paces My thoughts a jumbled mess I try to still my mind...try not to think about the stress I need my music...I need to sing This is my solace...my music...my voice I feel trapped...I feel contained I want someone to release me I am so grateful for the sound … Continue reading Music # 2

I was wrong 

Still looking for something that I will never find An extension of myself...my other half I used to think I would find you I used to think you existed I was wrong

What is love

What is love… Emotion…connection…fleeting desire Why is the feeling so fleeting for some and not for others Is it because we are programmed this way Is it because the ones we love cause us pain Why do most of us crave companionship What are we looking for Shelter…comfort…security…importance What is love… For me it is … Continue reading What is love

Shadow of truth

When you meet someone who covers himself in a shadow of truth Someone who changes right before your eyes You look at him and wonder, why all the lies Why pull me in if you don’t like who I am Why pull me in if you like nothing that I do How can you want … Continue reading Shadow of truth

The power of language

Words hold power in so many cultures It is called the power of language… It has been known since people could write…since the beginning of mankind Don’t ever stop writing…don’t ever stop speaking what you feel There is power in everything that you write… and in everything that you say   photo of super moon … Continue reading The power of language

Love and Devotion

My favorite place to be is by the ocean I love the sound of the waves It reminds me of how deeply I feel emotion So far and vast these feelings flow Sometimes too much for me to handle I try to remind myself to go slow So that I do not feel myself dismantle … Continue reading Love and Devotion