I cannot sleep tonight I lay here in the dark Restless in this skin I try to be present But I never really am Nyx
apathy
Darkness please come
I long for the darkness to take me there Away from this life I can no longer care About what exists outside these walls All I want right now is to never wake up Darkness please come Darkness please take me away I give up You have won today Nyx
Alien
I feel empty Alone and guarded Tired of the pain The others always bring I often feel That I am an alien in this world That I will never really belong here My smile My words I fool you all I have never been human I am something else And I am still here Every … Continue reading Alien
Nothing Left to Say
There are so many words that I have said There are so many words that I have written None of it really matters When I am talking into the wind When a face becomes a shadow Where a person used to be The words they are so hollow No one ever really hears me I … Continue reading Nothing Left to Say
Solace in the dark
Sitting in the dark Crying again Letting go of another person Another strip of my heart is gone The pain is so great That I have to shut down If I didn’t I would break completely There is no coming back from this There is no way to change it I’m still here breathing Enduring … Continue reading Solace in the dark
Fate
Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate
There is no cure
Today I wish I wasn’t me Like I have so many days before What I suffer from There is no cure As I lay here in the dark I find comfort in my dreams There is no pain there I do not remember Happiness lasting very long No matter what I have done No matter … Continue reading There is no cure
My last dance
Another day is passing The sun begins to set Here we go again I lay out the cards I place my bet Darkness says to me It’s a 50/50 chance This will be your last dance Nyx
Cold and still
I am lost Dead inside I am no one I am nothing I do not see the sun I do not see the sky I know longer feel the pain Nothing is the same My feet no longer move I lay here cold and still I have lost my will Nyx
Pandora’s box
I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
Words From The Borderline 
You must be logged in to post a comment.