Today I wish I wasn’t me
Like I have so many days before
What I suffer from
There is no cure
As I lay here in the dark
I find comfort in my dreams
There is no pain there
I do not remember
Happiness lasting very long
No matter what I have done
No matter where I have gone
Nothing can replace what was taken from me
I cannot regrow my soul
I long for death
But darkness is not finished with me yet
I know now that I cannot be different
I was not made to feel joy or love
All I can do is hope that there is peace
From some shining light above
In the mean time
I am here
Laying in the dark
Feeling empty and broken
Because everyone is gone
Every part of me was stolen
I feel so alone
It is so hard to go on
I wish for death every single day
There is nothing that anyone can do
There is nothing that anyone can say
That will ever make me want to get up
That will make me believe anything today
Nyx
Words From A Borderline 
So relatable Nix! I loved your honesty! ❤
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Stellar writing ..Congrats
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My dear friend,
May God give His shower of Grace to you and send also His light to you.
Never give up, my friend,
You are not alone…
Try to make small steps with your thoughts – thinking positively – then light will come
and slowly, slowly the night will pass – in reality the light is in you but now covered with
many blankets of darkness, the more dark thoughts, the darker the night – that is why it is necessary to think positively – send a prayer deep down from your heart, this prayer God will hear and help you.
Love and light to you, my friend and hugs
from heart to heart
Didi
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Thank you for your kind words ❤️
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❤️ 🙂
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I so relate to you – and I am so glad you are you.
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Thank you ❤️
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You are so welcome xo dear one
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