Blissful moments are the peace we seek

Pleasure we never knew we could feel

Until that moment has left you

Showing you that it wasn’t real

Bliss is the foreplay of torture

The beauty of the moment slips away

Until there is nothing left

There is just another day

Like so many days before

I am reminded again

As another one walks out the door

I was not meant to be anything more

I was not meant to feel peace

I am one of the damned

Nyx