Blissful moments are the peace we seek Pleasure we never knew we could feel Until that moment has left you Showing you that it wasn’t real Bliss is the foreplay of torture The beauty of the moment slips away Until there is nothing left There is just another day Like so many days before I … Continue reading Bliss
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Existing
I kind of want to die again It’s been a little while It’s very hard to be alive right now Its very hard to exist as myself in this current state that I am in Should I do something Should I help others in some way Or have I already said All there is to … Continue reading Existing
Humbled
A path I thought was certain Is no longer there for me I know I must accept this But the anxiety burns my chest I was so sure of myself So sure of who I would be So sure of what I would do It filled me with joy These thoughts of the path I … Continue reading Humbled
Blood of my blood
I had to let you go again Blood of my blood Torn from me you will always be By no fault of yours Just the choice to love one of the destroyers of my life A destroyer I will never forgive A monster only I can see Who cradles you in her arms Nyx
You watched me fade away
I reach for your hand But you let it go You watched me fall You watched me fade away I would have lived if you had stayed But I did not matter enough Disclaimer When I speak of death it is often a representation of an end. I do not want this to be misinterpreted … Continue reading You watched me fade away
As I walk through the storm
He made me cry Before I said goodbye There is no perfect mix No one who can see Who I really am Who I strive to be I exist and yet I do not All my life I have fought To find the balance that I need In order to push myself I need to … Continue reading As I walk through the storm
Fleeting dreams
I used to think you loved me Then you said good bye I sit here asking myself why Why can’t love be unconditional Why can’t you try We are all flawed in someway At least I never lie One thing I will never understand Is why you thought you ever loved me Because true love … Continue reading Fleeting dreams
I have lost all hope
I have moments of peace They do not last long Then I feel the pain As I try to sing along Sometimes words may help me Sometimes they do not All I know for sure Is peace is all I have ever sought No matter how much I have cried No matter how much I … Continue reading I have lost all hope
Jackal with a latch
I wake up and I wait to see Where these next few steps will take me I am walking away from the life I lived before To walk alone again once more There are no serpents in the grass Just a jackal with a latch I must be careful as I make my move I … Continue reading Jackal with a latch
Break the silence
Sometimes I think that I am beaten Sometimes I think that I am done That is when I stop and remember Everything that you have done These actions drive me forward These memories that you made You were the one I trusted My life was in your hands Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence
Words From The Borderline 
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