Blissful moments are the peace we seek Pleasure we never knew we could feel Until that moment has left you Showing you that it wasn’t real Bliss is the foreplay of torture The beauty of the moment slips away Until there is nothing left There is just another day Like so many days before I … Continue reading Bliss
heartbreak
Acceptance
Today the sadness has passed I have to accept things as they are I need to stop having expectations I was always meant to walk this world alone I need to set my dreams aside I need to accept that I am broken This path is not meant for me to take It will only … Continue reading Acceptance
Existing
I kind of want to die again It’s been a little while It’s very hard to be alive right now Its very hard to exist as myself in this current state that I am in Should I do something Should I help others in some way Or have I already said All there is to … Continue reading Existing
Addictions
Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx
Loneliness
I ask myself why I can not be alone Why does the pain hit When I sit here in silence Why does it go away Only when someone is near This is what I fear That this loneliness Will consume me That the pain will never leave Why does it have to hurt so much … Continue reading Loneliness
Because of you
I have lost faith in the world Because of you I believe in nothing Because of you You had a mouth full of promises But a pocket full of secrets All the lies that you told me All the things that I did not see They almost caused my demise Why couldn’t I see it … Continue reading Because of you
Lost in the dark
I am lost in the dark Running so far It's never fast enough To forget what I have seen Never fast enough To forget who I thought you were I thought that I would be true to you No matter what you do I was wrong Nyx
As my heart peels away
I watch as the sun rises I watch as the sun sets I can not help but wonder Is this as good as it gets These moments here and there These moments when I find my way These moments when I write to you When I show you the way I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Heart breaks
And my heart breaks slowly When I think about where I am Sometimes you just can't go back from where you began Nyx © Nyx0519
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