I still can’t fill the pit The hole within my soul It grows larger every minute With nothing left to throw inside I just feel discontent Hollow and unhappy in my own skin Nyx
void
Never ending nothing
I am lost again today I am just a hole A black mass Of never ending nothing Never ending nothing Nyx
Disgust
My body feels foreign It disgusts me Will I ever love myself Will I ever find a way To not hate myself again today Nyx
Restless
I cannot sleep tonight I lay here in the dark Restless in this skin I try to be present But I never really am Nyx
The void
Once again I exist in the darkness Hiding from the world Ashamed of what I look like Ashamed of my lack of control Emptiness and loneliness Is all I feel today In this void of nothing This void that never ends Nyx
Welcome to my reality
Imagine the worst pain you have ever felt When your heart was broken When you were broken Imagine having that pain Over and over again Every single day All due to the words of someone else Whoever is filling the void My unattractive sickness Is that what you see Welcome to my reality Nyx
Never enough
You cannot fill the void This hollow shell that I am It will never be enough Nyx
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
What is left of me
No one will find me No one will see What I leave behind When I am gone No one will see What is left of me Nyx
Free Fall #2
Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested To see just how much I can take Sometimes I just do not understand Why I never seem to land It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground All I feel is everything pushing me down What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2
Words From The Borderline 
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