Still looking for something that I will never find An extension of myself...my other half I used to think I would find you I used to think you existed I was wrong
sadness
Indiscretion
Sometimes I just don't understand How someone can be so indifferent And then so close To share these moments of intimacy Then just walk away like it means nothing I try to pretend...but in the end...It still hurts inside Sadness lingers in my soul My indiscretion takes a toll
Alone
I have to wonder Who really cares whether I come or go I keep a distance so I don't show What I can guarantee no one wants to know So superficial is my smile You don't really want to see What's hidden inside of me I just want to be free...from you...from myself...from the constraints … Continue reading Alone
Pink Floyd
Listening to Pink Floyd... Helps me fill the void... Brings me peace when I'm held down... I just listen to the sound... It's here when I am lost that I can be found Nyx
Rotten
I wake up and I live I wake up and give What's left of what I have inside The darkness took a chunk of who I am I can no longer pretend to be whole when I am not I may have missing pieces but I have not forgotten That sometimes a person is just … Continue reading Rotten
Harden my heart
I have to harden my heart I have to keep it that way Many may not understand But many have not lost All that they have ever had When your world gets ripped away When you are left with nothing Tell me then that I shouldn't harden my heart Tell me then that you understand … Continue reading Harden my heart
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder why I make the decisions I make Sometimes I wonder how much more my heart can take I knew that my actions were going to end up breaking off a piece of my heart I knew it was going to end up this way I regret it now...every single day Why did … Continue reading Sometimes I wonder
Forget
When the floor beneath my feet crumbles and gives way When I feel the walls close in around me When I feel the water rising above my head When the people around me astound me When time almost stands still When I feel myself slip When I feel myself fall I look up to the … Continue reading Forget
Darkness and the game
Darkness lingers in the corners of my mind He waits for my thoughts to stay still…he waits for me to feel him near He waits for the calm…then slithers his way in Darkness tries to find a way to make me feel fear That will never happen I say to him, unless you hurt the … Continue reading Darkness and the game
Music
When the stress overwhelms me I drive out into the cold night I listen to the soothing sounds of music Music flows and comforts my jumbled thoughts Brings back my sanity in pieces I need this solace...I need this time Life would be too simple... life would be too bland If I didn't have music … Continue reading Music
Words From The Borderline 
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