I wake up and I live I wake up and give What's left of what I have inside The darkness took a chunk of who I am I can no longer pretend to be whole when I am not I may have missing pieces but I have not forgotten That sometimes a person is just … Continue reading Rotten
poetry
Harden my heart
I have to harden my heart I have to keep it that way Many may not understand But many have not lost All that they have ever had When your world gets ripped away When you are left with nothing Tell me then that I shouldn't harden my heart Tell me then that you understand … Continue reading Harden my heart
What is love
What is love… Emotion…connection…fleeting desire Why is the feeling so fleeting for some and not for others Is it because we are programmed this way Is it because the ones we love cause us pain Why do most of us crave companionship What are we looking for Shelter…comfort…security…importance What is love… For me it is … Continue reading What is love
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder why I make the decisions I make Sometimes I wonder how much more my heart can take I knew that my actions were going to end up breaking off a piece of my heart I knew it was going to end up this way I regret it now...every single day Why did … Continue reading Sometimes I wonder
Forget
When the floor beneath my feet crumbles and gives way When I feel the walls close in around me When I feel the water rising above my head When the people around me astound me When time almost stands still When I feel myself slip When I feel myself fall I look up to the … Continue reading Forget
Darkness and the game
Darkness lingers in the corners of my mind He waits for my thoughts to stay still…he waits for me to feel him near He waits for the calm…then slithers his way in Darkness tries to find a way to make me feel fear That will never happen I say to him, unless you hurt the … Continue reading Darkness and the game
Shades of grey
I dream in black and white I dream in shades of grey I let anger course through my veins But sometimes certain words aren't kind to say I have a heart filled with love...not with hate But sometimes anger pushes forward...but before it's too late...I find myself again The world is not so black and … Continue reading Shades of grey
Music
When the stress overwhelms me I drive out into the cold night I listen to the soothing sounds of music Music flows and comforts my jumbled thoughts Brings back my sanity in pieces I need this solace...I need this time Life would be too simple... life would be too bland If I didn't have music … Continue reading Music
The Dark Side
There is another side to me One that you cannot see A side that is part of the dark side of my soul The side that wants to take risk without shame The side that wants to run in the dark The side that wants to dance in the rain The side that is outside … Continue reading The Dark Side
The rules
I do not want to conform to rules created by the people who rule us To a society who has acted as if they are our creator A society who tells us what to do…what to wear…how to act…how to speak… These things should not be up to them People should be able to love … Continue reading The rules
Words From The Borderline 
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