Losing me 

He comes and goes... And he does not see... That he is losing me Nyx   Image Source http://www.flickr.com/photos/alexandershark/

The Universe

As I wake up and live my life I always wonder what I could miss One decision made differently...what could this change Could another connection be found...just by turning my car around As I venture through the day are events random or is the universe pushing us this way Pushing us in a direction we are … Continue reading The Universe

Music as my solace

When I feel the panic rise I listen for the sound It helps me feel peace It calms me down My sweet music I would be lost without you I could never escape This anxiety that grips me Like a freaking earth quake It shatters me to the core Makes my heart race With music … Continue reading Music as my solace

One step forward 

One step forward one step back Trying to keep myself on track Watching everyone around me So close and yet so far That's where they are

Sunlight

I feel the sunlight on my face  So comforting... so warm  It gives me peace and solace It helps me brace for the storm 

Loved beyond time

I want to be loved beyond measure I want to feel completely happy and free I want to hold the hand of my one true love and feel him beside me I want to smile and laugh I want to run into his arms I want that moment to last forever I want that moment … Continue reading Loved beyond time

What do you see

What do you see when you look at me Is it a girl lost with brown eyes Or a woman fighting through a storm in the sea

Another place and time

Today my heart feels heavy...with sadness and pain  Sometimes I wish I could float away...  Live a life in another place...in another time  Be with people who love me...be with a family that is mine A family that loves me through the good and bad days...a family who will stand beside me till the end  … Continue reading Another place and time

Dreams

I wish that I could be calmer More mild and less extreme But then I wouldn't be myself Then I wouldn't dream Of people and places I want to see Of things I can only imagine exist I fear that if I don't move forward I will never get to see the world I fear that … Continue reading Dreams

Darkness # 4

Need to stay in motion  Need to pass the time  If I don't he will catch me  He will creep into my mind He brings back the pain...takes me back in time  So I continue to move too fast  My mind spins so quickly... I forget what I have done  Darkness sees me flustered and … Continue reading Darkness # 4