You will never beat me

Watch me as I stumble Watch me as I fall Watch the world crash down around me Watch me while I say fuck you all You will never beat me Because you cannot break What has already been broken Nyx

Lies

Trust I have come to learn  I will never find The only one I can trust is me  I will never again be blind  I will never again be vulnerable  I have had enough of the dishonesty  I have had enough of everyone  There is nothing more that I hate  There is nothing that makes … Continue reading Lies

Where do I begin 

Beneath the surface all I see  Are fissures filled with darkness  Cracks in my soul  Spread throughout and hardened  With each hardship, with each toll They spread further and wider  Right beneath the surface  Right beneath the skin  Where does the darkness end  When do I begin 

Dead Inside

I wish I knew what was wrong with me Sometimes I wish that I couldn’t see I wish I was blind to everything I wish I was blind to everyone I just want to escape this life I just want to be someone else I don’t want to feel this pain anymore I don’t want … Continue reading Dead Inside

Through the door

I sit here feeling my chest cave in Wondering why everything is a fight When I think it will begin When I know that something is right The door is slammed in my face Why can't I just erase The things that keep me from you Why can't I just escape from this cage What … Continue reading Through the door

Layers underneath 

Nothing is ever as it seems There are always layers underneath  I can not accept this blind belief  Deep down I know it will be a fight  A fight I will win  Nyx

Before it’s too late

No one wants to see the things They think they are not strong enough to face That is what is wrong with us This is a weakness of the human race Why can't we look upon the things We do not want to see Is it because it is easier to ignore atrocities This weakness … Continue reading Before it’s too late

No one

There was a girl  She was happy  She was free No one noticed  When someone changed her destiny  No one noticed  When her smile turned into a frown  No one noticed That her head started to look down  No one listened when she needed ears  She was left alone, buried within herself  Buried within her … Continue reading No one

Alternate Universe

I want to believe that there is an alternate universe Where pain and suffering do not exist I want to live in a world Where people have empathy and love for one another A world separate from those who hate A world where peace is all that exists I am a dreamer so I will … Continue reading Alternate Universe

Hello Darkness my dear 

Hello darkness my old friend It's nice to see you again  I know you're creeping  As I'm sleeping  I know you'll be there in the end  Oh dear friend how are you  It hasn't been too long  Are you hear to catch my tears  Are you hear to sing me a song  Well darkness at … Continue reading Hello Darkness my dear