Today I wish I wasn’t me Like I have so many days before What I suffer from There is no cure As I lay here in the dark I find comfort in my dreams There is no pain there I do not remember Happiness lasting very long No matter what I have done No matter … Continue reading There is no cure
poetry
Why I exist
Today I felt it all I shared my tale Of heartbreak and pain But I also told them What it is I fight for Why I am still here I have a purpose in this life That is why I have to live it Even though I have fallen Many times before Even though I … Continue reading Why I exist
Darkness and the night
Darkness will follow me Wherever I go When I am alone This is when I know I can feel it He is coming There he is as the light flickers out He looks at me and shakes his head Darling girl why are you still not dead Haven’t you learned anything yet This suffering and … Continue reading Darkness and the night
My world of darkness
I live in my own world of darkness I do not see the light I feel so alone I feel so sad I am still grieving over something I never had The sadness turns to pain So similar than before Except this time I feel less strength It is hard to remember what I fight … Continue reading My world of darkness
Grim Reaper
Once again there is a fork in the road Do I follow the path of comfort Or do I stray down the darker path The one that brings me back The one that starts the cycle Of pain and the longing for death So many faces of people who once were I barely remember them … Continue reading Grim Reaper
This is not the end
I have lived a lonely life Many have come and gone But Jack my dear you stood out With all your smiles and your cheer You became my friend Within moments of meeting me It was your actions, not your words That showed me who you are A beautiful soul who embraces life You have … Continue reading This is not the end
Drifting
I used to think that love was the only way To lead me to my home But now I feel myself drifting slowly I do not feel the pull I have found a way To walk this world alone I still feel tinges of the pain The scars still tear away And the blood still … Continue reading Drifting
My last dance
Another day is passing The sun begins to set Here we go again I lay out the cards I place my bet Darkness says to me It’s a 50/50 chance This will be your last dance Nyx
Freedom
If I die today That will be okay Because I know longer care Who I ever was What I ever did I live my life because I must And today I am free Nyx
In the end
And in the end I see Clear blue skies in front of me The peace has finally come In my life you won The suffering was great My love turned to hate I should be happy breathing But this cannot be Because you destroyed me Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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