Today is another Day like yesterday I try to find something Anything that will make me want to get up I wish I could just be happy Instead I just feel lost I try to think of things in a positive way I try to think it’s great that I woke up today But for … Continue reading Pushed perceptions
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Will I find myself again
I wake up feeling this tension It wraps around my heart I wake up with good intention But I feel this anxiety It is there as soon as I wake Can I get through this day Without feeling my heart break Can I get through this day Feeling better at the end Will I find … Continue reading Will I find myself again
Reality
Today I wanted to stay in my dreams There was no pain or hardship there I didn’t want to wake up to this reality The reality of the loneliness in my life The reality of the skin I live in The reality of the shame I feel I wish it all wasn’t real Nyx
In my skin
I wish that I could escape From my own mind But I am stuck here With my thoughts With my self hate Every moment of every day I hate being in my skin Nyx
Comfortably numb
I am shrouded in darkness Away from the light of the sun I love it when thunder roars And the rain starts to pour I love the sound as it hits the ground I love the light as it sparks with fury As bolts shoot from the sky And I love the color grey Before … Continue reading Comfortably numb
Nothing Left to Say
There are so many words that I have said There are so many words that I have written None of it really matters When I am talking into the wind When a face becomes a shadow Where a person used to be The words they are so hollow No one ever really hears me I … Continue reading Nothing Left to Say
Solace in the dark
Sitting in the dark Crying again Letting go of another person Another strip of my heart is gone The pain is so great That I have to shut down If I didn’t I would break completely There is no coming back from this There is no way to change it I’m still here breathing Enduring … Continue reading Solace in the dark
Covered in paint and powder
She suffers in ways That no one can see The agony gets swept aside By the powder she spreads across her face Covering the darkness Covering the scars There is no part left to be seen She covers it all Underneath the paint Underneath the skin The darkness hides the flame The fire that keeps … Continue reading Covered in paint and powder
Dreams of peace
Will I find the peace I seek I have hope in my heart tonight I lay here in the dark Under the glow of the stars The minutes tick by They become hours There is peace in the silence, I feel it I will live in this moment These fleeting moments I must treasure This … Continue reading Dreams of peace
Still drifting
I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting
Words From The Borderline 
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