Dead Inside

I wish I knew what was wrong with me Sometimes I wish that I couldn’t see I wish I was blind to everything I wish I was blind to everyone I just want to escape this life I just want to be someone else I don’t want to feel this pain anymore I don’t want … Continue reading Dead Inside

Through the door

I sit here feeling my chest cave in Wondering why everything is a fight When I think it will begin When I know that something is right The door is slammed in my face Why can't I just erase The things that keep me from you Why can't I just escape from this cage What … Continue reading Through the door

Layers underneath 

Nothing is ever as it seems There are always layers underneath  I can not accept this blind belief  Deep down I know it will be a fight  A fight I will win  Nyx

Before it’s too late

No one wants to see the things They think they are not strong enough to face That is what is wrong with us This is a weakness of the human race Why can't we look upon the things We do not want to see Is it because it is easier to ignore atrocities This weakness … Continue reading Before it’s too late

No one

There was a girl  She was happy  She was free No one noticed  When someone changed her destiny  No one noticed  When her smile turned into a frown  No one noticed That her head started to look down  No one listened when she needed ears  She was left alone, buried within herself  Buried within her … Continue reading No one

Everything is temporary

The reality is Everything is temporary Nothing is meant to last This is why life is so precious This is why it passes by so fast I try to live in each moment I try to see the good in it all But sometimes something stops me I wish that I was ignorant to the … Continue reading Everything is temporary

Beauty lies within

Beauty exists not in what we look like  But in who we truly are  Beauty is in our actions  Our empathy  Our understanding of each other  Beauty exists in the selfless  The people who take a moment  To show kindness to someone in pain  This makes someone beautiful  Not the outer layer, the skin  Beauty … Continue reading Beauty lies within

Mortar and stone

I long to be covered in brick With mortar and stone With walls so thick No one can get to me No one can push through Just leave me alone That is all that I ask of you

Dead heart

It is hard to disappoint me  I have no expectations  I don't expect your love  I don't expect your obligations  All I ask is  Don't fuck with my head  Don't give me false hope  Just leave a broken heart dead Nyx

Every single day

If you leave  I will go  I will find another way  But if you stay  I will make  You love me more  Every single day