Why I exist

Today I felt it all I shared my tale Of heartbreak and pain But I also told them What it is I fight for Why I am still here I have a purpose in this life That is why I have to live it Even though I have fallen Many times before Even though I … Continue reading Why I exist

Darkness and the night

Darkness will follow me Wherever I go When I am alone This is when I know I can feel it He is coming There he is as the light flickers out He looks at me and shakes his head Darling girl why are you still not dead Haven’t you learned anything yet This suffering and … Continue reading Darkness and the night

On my own

I am still floating in the air I will not know where I am going Until I get there What do you do When the world crashes down Where do you turn When no ones around I keep walking forward Somehow I do Some days are so hard Just to live through Maybe some day … Continue reading On my own

Together we descend 

I watch as the skies fade into gray  I am so tired of fighting alone  This is just the way it has to be  Alone I wonder into the abyss  Darkness follows behind  Playing his role in kind  This I am ok with  Because I know  Darkness is part of my mind  There is no … Continue reading Together we descend 

Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx

Ripped apart

Live and learn they say  Why do we have to learn By being ripped apart Where does the pain end  When does this learning start  I do not believe these words are true  Each piece that is pulled from me  Is another piece gone  I was always this strong  What I have learned is how … Continue reading Ripped apart

Your end 

I raise my head higher Never looking down  My goal is to stay this predator that I am  In my empire I will stand  Without doubt, anger, or fear  My enemies will quiver when I am near  If you face me you will lose  In the end I always win  Play your hand my friend  … Continue reading Your end 

Where I breathe 

Peace fills me  As I feel the breeze in the air  Listening to the sound of nature  I feel like I am home  This is where my heart is Outside behind the trees  This is where I can rest  This is where I breathe  No negative words No negative emotions  This is all I think  … Continue reading Where I breathe 

Holding on

I keep my head held high  Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions  Letting my mind drift  Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves  Feeling the peace  That this sound brings  Holding on to who I am  As I feel my feet dig into the sand  Nyx 

Nothing left 

What do you have to be  To exist in this world  What do you have to become  In order to survive it  What do you do  When there is nothing left of you  Nyx