Can you find love that you thought you lost Can you fix what has been broken Without retracting words once spoken Can you find forgiveness in your heart Or do you slowly drift apart Nyx Image Source https://www.flickr.com/photos/skim_michigan/
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She exists in shadows
She exists in shadows Wishing she could forget The day she first saw you The smile across your face If only there was a way That the memory could be erased These memories of perfection Eat at her heart She should have know there would be a cost Right from the start She followed you … Continue reading She exists in shadows
Agony
As soon as I stop moving As soon as my mind stills... I am flooded with agony It is not a memory...it is not a face It is just all consuming heartache All I see is darkness...bleak and black Why can I never slow down...without the pain slamming me back This is why I move so quickly...this … Continue reading Agony
Pretend
I pretend to smile I pretend to be ok I hold back on things I should say I pretend not to see that you screwed me I pretend not to feel the pain I don't want to see my reality The selfishness of the people around me These people who pretend to care Where are … Continue reading Pretend
Do not fall
I sit and listen to the sound of my heart beating I feel my mind retreating Falling back into that dark place Don’t look behind you Just keep looking ahead Don’t remember any of the words he said In the end all you have is you No one else has seen what you have No … Continue reading Do not fall
Harden my heart
I have to harden my heart I have to keep it that way Many may not understand But many have not lost All that they have ever had When your world gets ripped away When you are left with nothing Tell me then that I shouldn't harden my heart Tell me then that you understand … Continue reading Harden my heart
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder why I make the decisions I make Sometimes I wonder how much more my heart can take I knew that my actions were going to end up breaking off a piece of my heart I knew it was going to end up this way I regret it now...every single day Why did … Continue reading Sometimes I wonder
Don’t listen
Shadows can take form and take shape Into a monster filled with hate Don't listen to it for all it speaks is lies Don't listen to it in it's disguise It acts like it loves you, but this is untrue It holds your heart in it's hands then it pushes right through It's evil words … Continue reading Don’t listen
Love and Devotion
My favorite place to be is by the ocean I love the sound of the waves It reminds me of how deeply I feel emotion So far and vast these feelings flow Sometimes too much for me to handle I try to remind myself to go slow So that I do not feel myself dismantle … Continue reading Love and Devotion
My Achilles Heel
Mother how you haunt me when I think of the past You gave me a few moments of kindness But those moments would never last I can still hear your harsh words, when I think of you I am grateful that even then, I knew they were untrue I used to think I needed you, … Continue reading My Achilles Heel
Words From The Borderline 
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