Fleeting dreams 

I used to think you loved me  Then you said good bye  I sit here asking myself why  Why can’t love be unconditional Why can’t you try  We are all flawed in someway  At least I never lie  One thing I will never understand  Is why you thought you ever loved me  Because true love … Continue reading Fleeting dreams 

Together we descend 

I watch as the skies fade into gray  I am so tired of fighting alone  This is just the way it has to be  Alone I wonder into the abyss  Darkness follows behind  Playing his role in kind  This I am ok with  Because I know  Darkness is part of my mind  There is no … Continue reading Together we descend 

Hope lies within my dreams 

I am sitting here  Alone again  Silent and still  I wish I could say  That I am fine  But I would only be lying  Let them sleep  As I bury the pain again Let the apathy set in So I can wake up again tomorrow  I feel the emptiness fill me  As I listen to … Continue reading Hope lies within my dreams 

The tears I have not shed 

For the arms I have not felt  For the tears I have not shed  For the loneliness your absence brings  For the years of torment and pain  I hope you got what you needed from me  I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day  The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed 

No goodbyes 

I feel another piece break off  It crumbles before it hits the ground  How I wish there was nothing left  How I long to cease to exist  The pain it cuts so deep  I will never find the peace I seek  I just want to fade away  No more sorrow  No more pain  Please just … Continue reading No goodbyes 

Lost in the dark 

I am lost in the dark  Running so far  It's never fast enough  To forget what I have seen  Never fast enough  To forget who I thought you were  I thought that I would be true to you  No matter what you do  I was wrong  Nyx   

Gone

When I close my eyes I see  Your hand in front of me  When I open them it's gone  Nyx

Finding myself again

When all is lost I look inward  Finding myself again  Nothing has gone as planned  Yet I still stand  With my head high  As the world looks smaller below  I look to the sky  Nyx

No one left 

There are some things  I will never understand  A love I will never see  This was never meant for me  The type of love bonded through blood This is forever lost  I fill the void in other ways  Sometimes it has a cost  I can fill my mind with wishes  Dreams and hopes of love  … Continue reading No one left 

Bleeding inside 

Hopeful for a moment  Then the pain hit  I cannot control these emotions  I wish that I could  I wish that someone  Really understood  How unbearable the pain is  I sit hear bleeding inside  Trying to hold on yet again  I am so tired my friends I just want it to end  Nyx