I feel another piece break off
It crumbles before it hits the ground
How I wish there was nothing left
How I long to cease to exist
The pain it cuts so deep
I will never find the peace I seek
I just want to fade away
No more sorrow
No more pain
Please just take it all
Strike me down and end it
I just want it all to stop
No goodbyes
No final thought
I just want it to stop
Nyx
Words From A Borderline 
I kinda feel the same way right now. Everything I’ve done has been building to something big and yet I always feel the letdown of the sort that comes from not seeing the bigger picture… Btw, this poem kinda reminds of biblical lamentations. Just my 2 cents…
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I will find out what biblical lamentations are. I hope knowing you are not alone in your feeling helps in some way.
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It definitely does. And as far as lamentations go, look up Ecclesiastes. “Vanities upon vanities…” It’s definitely good stuff.
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I will
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I have truly shared your feelings … oh how I’d wish away the days…
& once in a while I still simply say “why not strike me down”… … ❤ 🙂
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Hang in there! Peace to you.
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Exactly how I feel right now, nice one my friend, I love it.
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💜
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❤️
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