You keep yourself Just beyond my reach When you are ready You pull me down below Drown me in water Or you throw me sideways Through the window With all the shards of glass And the water I cannot swallow You torture me until I slip away Nyx
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Holding on
I keep my head held high Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions Letting my mind drift Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves Feeling the peace That this sound brings Holding on to who I am As I feel my feet dig into the sand Nyx
Lost to this world
I feel numb Lost to this world I am fading Fading into nothing I no longer care About anything at all All I want to do is free fall Free fall to nothing Close my eyes Feel the air Pushing against my skin I feel the darkness push me further As I slowly disappear Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world
Yearning for peace
Once again I feel my chest cave in I feel my head ache I long for an escape I long for peace from this life I long to escape today Go somewhere far away Sometimes I dream of being someone else Ignorant to the world around me I do not want to be aware of … Continue reading Yearning for peace
As my heart peels away
I watch as the sun rises I watch as the sun sets I can not help but wonder Is this as good as it gets These moments here and there These moments when I find my way These moments when I write to you When I show you the way I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away
I’m a dreamer
With the ups and downs I see Hills and mountains laid out before me Here and there I find a path Here and there I find a stream Every now and then a valley Like a story book from a dream I cherish these moments They are rare When I suffer I take myself there … Continue reading I’m a dreamer
What is left of me
No one will find me No one will see What I leave behind When I am gone No one will see What is left of me Nyx
I wish for peace tonight
The loneliness grips my beating heart It crushes my chest It rips me apart When I sit still it all comes back All the pain All the heartache Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight
Strike back
Is everyone really against me Or have I just lost my mind I'm too lost to see Who is really genuine Who is really kind I am reminded of a time When life was a consistent slap People would find me Shove me into a trap Lock the door then turn the key I was … Continue reading Strike back
Deflect
I used to dream of death Those dreams where the best I ever had An escape from the pain An escape from this life An escape from the gap in my mind A gap that is thick and sharp like a knife Then there was apathy The numbness from the inside out I drifted from … Continue reading Deflect
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