I want to push away the world Everything outside of myself I want it out of my head Far away from me Nyx
depression
The rising sun
In the end I see Clear blue skies await me With every rising sun As a new day has begun I have hope in my heart Hope I did not have before After every battle I have fought and won Finally peace finds me with the dawn of this new sun Nyx
Never enough
In the darkness I hide from you The pain slips out A little with each cut Never enough to stop Nyx
Just another day
Once again I was fooled I thought I would see the sun I thought I would see the flowers bloom I was wrong The time will never come There is no time for me The clouds grow dark The sky turns grey Today is just another Day like yesterday I feel so alone As I … Continue reading Just another day
The void
There is a hole Where my heart used to be It was ripped out It was taken from me The hole grows a little more each day This feeling of despair It takes me away I exist as darkness There is nothing left Just this void in my chest Nyx
Nothing Left to Say
There are so many words that I have said There are so many words that I have written None of it really matters When I am talking into the wind When a face becomes a shadow Where a person used to be The words they are so hollow No one ever really hears me I … Continue reading Nothing Left to Say
Solace in the dark
Sitting in the dark Crying again Letting go of another person Another strip of my heart is gone The pain is so great That I have to shut down If I didn’t I would break completely There is no coming back from this There is no way to change it I’m still here breathing Enduring … Continue reading Solace in the dark
Dialogue with my friend darkness
“Hello Darkness my old friend It’s nice to see you again” “My sweet girl why are you so restless? Can’t find that peace you still seek? Can’t find an ear to listen to the screams? Well here I am my dear I will listen as you scream in pain Then I will take you with … Continue reading Dialogue with my friend darkness
That familiar feeling
I feel that familiar ache It grips my chest again The sadness lingers Never far from the surface Sadness brings this feeling No words can truly describe it All my life I have fought This feeling that I must endure I have learned I must embrace it There is no cure Maybe someday this will … Continue reading That familiar feeling
Covered in paint and powder
She suffers in ways That no one can see The agony gets swept aside By the powder she spreads across her face Covering the darkness Covering the scars There is no part left to be seen She covers it all Underneath the paint Underneath the skin The darkness hides the flame The fire that keeps … Continue reading Covered in paint and powder
Words From The Borderline 
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