Burning

There it is again That old familiar pain Taking away another piece of me What do you do When all hope is gone Where do you go When there is nowhere left There is nowhere I can feel peace for long Nowhere that it does not hurt Everything that is wrong with me I see … Continue reading Burning

Still drifting

I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting

Fate

Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate

There is no cure

Today I wish I wasn’t me Like I have so many days before What I suffer from There is no cure As I lay here in the dark I find comfort in my dreams There is no pain there I do not remember Happiness lasting very long No matter what I have done No matter … Continue reading There is no cure

Why I exist

Today I felt it all I shared my tale Of heartbreak and pain But I also told them What it is I fight for Why I am still here I have a purpose in this life That is why I have to live it Even though I have fallen Many times before Even though I … Continue reading Why I exist

Darkness and the night

Darkness will follow me Wherever I go When I am alone This is when I know I can feel it He is coming There he is as the light flickers out He looks at me and shakes his head Darling girl why are you still not dead Haven’t you learned anything yet This suffering and … Continue reading Darkness and the night

My world of darkness

I live in my own world of darkness I do not see the light I feel so alone I feel so sad I am still grieving over something I never had The sadness turns to pain So similar than before Except this time I feel less strength It is hard to remember what I fight … Continue reading My world of darkness

Grim Reaper

Once again there is a fork in the road Do I follow the path of comfort Or do I stray down the darker path The one that brings me back The one that starts the cycle Of pain and the longing for death So many faces of people who once were I barely remember them … Continue reading Grim Reaper

My last dance

Another day is passing The sun begins to set Here we go again I lay out the cards I place my bet Darkness says to me It’s a 50/50 chance This will be your last dance Nyx

Today I fight

Today I am fighting The void within my soul If I do not it will destroy me Everything will fade away No one else can save me Because no one else can see The abyss that is beneath me The pain that pulls me down I have to find away I have to save myself … Continue reading Today I fight