Broken

I exist in my own hell A busted broken shell I break everyday Nothing takes the pain away There is no song that brings lasting peace There is no wind on my face There is no ground to walk on There is nothing anyone can say Because they all walk away I wish I did … Continue reading Broken

Let go

I barely make it through Everything that I do No matter what I have done I have yet to feel the sun It does not shine upon my face There is no warm welcoming embrace As I find myself here There is no one near No one to wipe away my tears No one to … Continue reading Let go

After the damage is done

What am I doing How do I change who I am Somedays all I want to do is sleep Somedays all I want to do is run away I cut them all out of my life Then I want them back What is wrong with me I am so lost today This is when I … Continue reading After the damage is done

Without sound

She stood there Her hair floated in the breeze The pain it gripped her Brought her to her knees She screamed but no one heard her She stretched out her arms But no one saw The scars that were red and raw The sorrow and the screams were ignored It was easier to look away … Continue reading Without sound

The setting sun

I love you and I hate you This I know is true You left me slowly dying Like so many have done before I screamed your name As you walked through the door There is nothing left Of the person I was before You are one of many Yet you have left your own scar … Continue reading The setting sun

Loneliness

I ask myself why I can not be alone Why does the pain hit When I sit here in silence Why does it go away Only when someone is near This is what I fear That this loneliness Will consume me That the pain will never leave Why does it have to hurt so much … Continue reading Loneliness

You are not alone

At this moment I feel so empty Hollow inside Sometimes I ask myself Why I even tried Why I thought that I could be happy Why I thought I would find the door The door that opens to another life To a life without the pain I can no longer endure A life lived without … Continue reading You are not alone

Fleeting dreams 

I used to think you loved me  Then you said good bye  I sit here asking myself why  Why can’t love be unconditional Why can’t you try  We are all flawed in someway  At least I never lie  One thing I will never understand  Is why you thought you ever loved me  Because true love … Continue reading Fleeting dreams 

Hope lies within my dreams 

I am sitting here  Alone again  Silent and still  I wish I could say  That I am fine  But I would only be lying  Let them sleep  As I bury the pain again Let the apathy set in So I can wake up again tomorrow  I feel the emptiness fill me  As I listen to … Continue reading Hope lies within my dreams 

Lost in the dark 

I am lost in the dark  Running so far  It's never fast enough  To forget what I have seen  Never fast enough  To forget who I thought you were  I thought that I would be true to you  No matter what you do  I was wrong  Nyx