You are not alone

At this moment I feel so empty

Hollow inside

Sometimes I ask myself

Why I even tried

Why I thought that I could be happy

Why I thought I would find the door

The door that opens to another life

To a life without the pain

I can no longer endure

A life lived without the lack of love I long for

I will never be like everyone else

This I know is true

I will never see the world

The way that others do

I continue to suffer in silence

Reflecting to myself

I wonder if someone else could do better

With the deck I have in my hand

Then I realize this does not matter

Because I am one of the damned

I wish I did not feel this way

As I fight through another day

I just want everyone to know

To all of you who suffer in silence

You are not alone

Nyx

21 thoughts on “You are not alone

  1. Understand 100%…and so u know ur not alone…reach out if u ever need to…stranger…but not a stranger to the feelings…as so many of are not. Well written….I sit in silence often…but as so many of us…our struggles are understood…my heart is with u. TC

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