Sometimes I think that I am beaten Sometimes I think that I am done That is when I stop and remember Everything that you have done These actions drive me forward These memories that you made You were the one I trusted My life was in your hands Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence
agony
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
I long for peace
I sit here and I dream About a life without the pain On the inside I just scream In my chest it is always the same The pain stabs through my heart It tears right through my soul Taking everything that I am Until I lose control My mind shuts down My stomach turns As … Continue reading I long for peace
Darkness follows continued…
Darkness will follow me wherever I go In the end everyone goes away Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy He is my reality I try to push him aside But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain He sees my weakness He sees my shame He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…
I wish for peace tonight
The loneliness grips my beating heart It crushes my chest It rips me apart When I sit still it all comes back All the pain All the heartache Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight
My Shame
The glass shatters around me As everything falls apart You took away my faith in you When you broke my heart I listen to the venom spew from you As I try to keep myself sane I try to keep myself together To make myself aware That I am to blame Because I could not … Continue reading My Shame
Rip it out
Unbearable pain Stabs me Over and over again Agony It is so hard to endure I just can't take it anymore This torture, this pain Floods through me Rips me apart Strips it all away Punches a whole and rips out my heart Just finish me off Why prolong this pain There is nothing left … Continue reading Rip it out
Fade Away
I am so lost and alone I want to fade away into nothing I want to stop existing Feel no pain Have no thought Just a shadow Lost forever in the dark Take all that I have Take all that I was I no longer care Crush out the spark Crush out my hope Crush … Continue reading Fade Away
Agony
As soon as I stop moving As soon as my mind stills... I am flooded with agony It is not a memory...it is not a face It is just all consuming heartache All I see is darkness...bleak and black Why can I never slow down...without the pain slamming me back This is why I move so quickly...this … Continue reading Agony
Words From The Borderline 
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