Today I try to be grateful For how far I have come But life does take a toll After so many battles fought Some I have lost Some I have won All I can do is hope That there is something beyond this life All I can do is feel love For the things that … Continue reading Love
acceptance
Just another day
Once again I was fooled I thought I would see the sun I thought I would see the flowers bloom I was wrong The time will never come There is no time for me The clouds grow dark The sky turns grey Today is just another Day like yesterday I feel so alone As I … Continue reading Just another day
Dialogue with my friend darkness
“Hello Darkness my old friend It’s nice to see you again” “My sweet girl why are you so restless? Can’t find that peace you still seek? Can’t find an ear to listen to the screams? Well here I am my dear I will listen as you scream in pain Then I will take you with … Continue reading Dialogue with my friend darkness
Promises
You promised me the words That I wanted to hear Then you told me the truth All the lies that you spoke That I started to fall for Pushed me right out that door Nyx
Finding strength
More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength
Still drifting
I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting
Fate
Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate
There is no cure
Today I wish I wasn’t me Like I have so many days before What I suffer from There is no cure As I lay here in the dark I find comfort in my dreams There is no pain there I do not remember Happiness lasting very long No matter what I have done No matter … Continue reading There is no cure
Darkness and the night
Darkness will follow me Wherever I go When I am alone This is when I know I can feel it He is coming There he is as the light flickers out He looks at me and shakes his head Darling girl why are you still not dead Haven’t you learned anything yet This suffering and … Continue reading Darkness and the night
My world of darkness
I live in my own world of darkness I do not see the light I feel so alone I feel so sad I am still grieving over something I never had The sadness turns to pain So similar than before Except this time I feel less strength It is hard to remember what I fight … Continue reading My world of darkness
Words From The Borderline 
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