I was wrong 

Still looking for something that I will never find An extension of myself...my other half I used to think I would find you I used to think you existed I was wrong

Love so deep

To feel love so deep until the end of a lifetime How sweet this would be To have someone who stands beside and worships me Time passes and imperfections come to light Is this why in the end we must fight Fight for that passion...fight for the spark... To keep the feeling of love so deep … Continue reading Love so deep

Harden my heart 

I have to harden my heart I have to keep it that way Many may not understand But many have not lost All that they have ever had When your world gets ripped away When you are left with nothing Tell me then that I shouldn't harden my heart Tell me then that you understand … Continue reading Harden my heart 

What is love

What is love… Emotion…connection…fleeting desire Why is the feeling so fleeting for some and not for others Is it because we are programmed this way Is it because the ones we love cause us pain Why do most of us crave companionship What are we looking for Shelter…comfort…security…importance What is love… For me it is … Continue reading What is love

My best friend 

He does not speak words But he loves me with his eyes Eyes that understand so much He shows me unconditional love It doesn't matter what I do he loves me for who I am Without him there are so many things that I could not have lived through Without him I would have had … Continue reading My best friend 

Love and Devotion

My favorite place to be is by the ocean I love the sound of the waves It reminds me of how deeply I feel emotion So far and vast these feelings flow Sometimes too much for me to handle I try to remind myself to go slow So that I do not feel myself dismantle … Continue reading Love and Devotion

The Shining Sun

I hate you and I love you This image from my past But a love so fierce and strong Was never meant to last You pulled me toward perfection But only with your eyes Your words were given with nothing.. but false sincerity and lies You were supposed to be the one The shining light from … Continue reading The Shining Sun

A poem that touched my heart long ago

You loved me for a little, You could not love me long; You gave me wings of gladness And lent my spirit song. You loved me for an hour But only with your eyes; Your lips I could not capture By storm or by surprise. Your mouth that I remember With a rush of sudden … Continue reading A poem that touched my heart long ago

Goodbye dear cousin

So young and so quickly you are gone So hard to believe life can be taken so fast No time to say goodbye No time to talk about the past I just wish peace for you dear cousin I wish you well into the night I hope you find the moon and stars I hope … Continue reading Goodbye dear cousin

What makes me drift apart

What makes me drift apart Is it the things that I see you do Is it my dysfunction, my blackened heart Is it because I need more than I ask for Is it the strain of things you do not see Is it angry words that build up over time Is it because of things … Continue reading What makes me drift apart