My body feels foreign It disgusts me Will I ever love myself Will I ever find a way To not hate myself again today Nyx
Poetry
Restless
I cannot sleep tonight I lay here in the dark Restless in this skin I try to be present But I never really am Nyx
In my skin
I wish that I could escape From my own mind But I am stuck here With my thoughts With my self hate Every moment of every day I hate being in my skin Nyx
The Pit
I am alone again My thoughts have slowed down I slept and then woke up to sadness Once again not knowing what to do At least I have my furry companions They lay beside me now Taking away a little piece of the pain That pulls the rest of me away My will is broken … Continue reading The Pit
Pulling me
I sit here and I feel the pain The pain that loneliness brings I remind myself that I have to feel I remind myself that I cannot shut it off or I will never heal But the heaviness wears me down I feel it pulling me further away Then I feel the pain in my … Continue reading Pulling me
The void
Once again I exist in the darkness Hiding from the world Ashamed of what I look like Ashamed of my lack of control Emptiness and loneliness Is all I feel today In this void of nothing This void that never ends Nyx
Trapped in hell
I hear the gate slam As I fall into the flames All I feel is emptiness and pain I lie in the darkness No longer wanting to exist in this world With the gate slammed shut I find my resolve I have accepted my fate I can not save myself From my own mind I … Continue reading Trapped in hell
Comfortably numb
I am shrouded in darkness Away from the light of the sun I love it when thunder roars And the rain starts to pour I love the sound as it hits the ground I love the light as it sparks with fury As bolts shoot from the sky And I love the color grey Before … Continue reading Comfortably numb
There is a way out of hell
Darkness has reminded me of the agony That sadness brings I will feel euphoria Until it all comes crashing down This is when I feel him near me This is when he brings the pain He is my reminder of who I used to be He is my reminder of the torment I have felt … Continue reading There is a way out of hell
New challenges
Today I wake up to new challenges I am reminded of the uncertainty That each day brings And with each day a new dawn rises Giving me the chance to start again Giving me the energy to push myself forward Because I either rise or fall That decision is mine to make With every step … Continue reading New challenges
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