I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting
Poetry
Fate
Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate
My home
Seconds pass into minutes Minutes pass into hours Hours pass into years Will I ever really be ok I have faced my fears I have seen it all There is nothing that anyone can do To stop me today Time is passing so quickly Memories are fading away What I have longed for I have … Continue reading My home
There is no cure
Today I wish I wasn’t me Like I have so many days before What I suffer from There is no cure As I lay here in the dark I find comfort in my dreams There is no pain there I do not remember Happiness lasting very long No matter what I have done No matter … Continue reading There is no cure
Why I exist
Today I felt it all I shared my tale Of heartbreak and pain But I also told them What it is I fight for Why I am still here I have a purpose in this life That is why I have to live it Even though I have fallen Many times before Even though I … Continue reading Why I exist
Darkness and the night
Darkness will follow me Wherever I go When I am alone This is when I know I can feel it He is coming There he is as the light flickers out He looks at me and shakes his head Darling girl why are you still not dead Haven’t you learned anything yet This suffering and … Continue reading Darkness and the night
Hunger
Every day is a fight A struggle to control myself I get these urges They make me need things This hunger it is so intense This pain that will not leave My body craves something Something to make me feel ok When will I regain control When will I find a way I feel so … Continue reading Hunger
My world of darkness
I live in my own world of darkness I do not see the light I feel so alone I feel so sad I am still grieving over something I never had The sadness turns to pain So similar than before Except this time I feel less strength It is hard to remember what I fight … Continue reading My world of darkness
Falling
Like a moth to a flame I fear it will always be the same I feel my skin as it burns I watch the world as it turns It fades from white to black So quickly the flames grow Consuming me completely I have never felt pain so deeply Then I let myself go Falling … Continue reading Falling
Grim Reaper
Once again there is a fork in the road Do I follow the path of comfort Or do I stray down the darker path The one that brings me back The one that starts the cycle Of pain and the longing for death So many faces of people who once were I barely remember them … Continue reading Grim Reaper
Words From The Borderline 
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