Sometimes I feel the pain So deep in my heart...so deep in my chest It grips me sometimes...this loneliness I feel It is a painful reminder that the past is real Sometimes it disappears in shadow Sometimes it fades away with the light It is always a struggle for me...always a fight It hurts today...It … Continue reading Pain
Dark Poetry
Indiscretion
Sometimes I just don't understand How someone can be so indifferent And then so close To share these moments of intimacy Then just walk away like it means nothing I try to pretend...but in the end...It still hurts inside Sadness lingers in my soul My indiscretion takes a toll
Alone
I have to wonder Who really cares whether I come or go I keep a distance so I don't show What I can guarantee no one wants to know So superficial is my smile You don't really want to see What's hidden inside of me I just want to be free...from you...from myself...from the constraints … Continue reading Alone
Nothing is as it seems
I would rather watch as my skin burns Then feel the pain from my dreams I sit still as the world turns Nothing is as it seems Nyx
Rotten
I wake up and I live I wake up and give What's left of what I have inside The darkness took a chunk of who I am I can no longer pretend to be whole when I am not I may have missing pieces but I have not forgotten That sometimes a person is just … Continue reading Rotten
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder why I make the decisions I make Sometimes I wonder how much more my heart can take I knew that my actions were going to end up breaking off a piece of my heart I knew it was going to end up this way I regret it now...every single day Why did … Continue reading Sometimes I wonder
Forget
When the floor beneath my feet crumbles and gives way When I feel the walls close in around me When I feel the water rising above my head When the people around me astound me When time almost stands still When I feel myself slip When I feel myself fall I look up to the … Continue reading Forget
Darkness and the game
Darkness lingers in the corners of my mind He waits for my thoughts to stay still…he waits for me to feel him near He waits for the calm…then slithers his way in Darkness tries to find a way to make me feel fear That will never happen I say to him, unless you hurt the … Continue reading Darkness and the game
The Dark Side
There is another side to me One that you cannot see A side that is part of the dark side of my soul The side that wants to take risk without shame The side that wants to run in the dark The side that wants to dance in the rain The side that is outside … Continue reading The Dark Side
Shadow of truth
When you meet someone who covers himself in a shadow of truth Someone who changes right before your eyes You look at him and wonder, why all the lies Why pull me in if you don’t like who I am Why pull me in if you like nothing that I do How can you want … Continue reading Shadow of truth
Words From The Borderline 
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