Agony

As soon as I stop moving As soon as my mind stills...  I am flooded with agony It is not a memory...it is not a face It is just all consuming heartache All I see is darkness...bleak and black Why can I never slow down...without the pain slamming me back This is why I move so quickly...this … Continue reading Agony

When everything shatters

It is only when you have lost it all  That you can see how far you can fall  It is only when everything shatters  That you see what really matters  When all you see is darkness... you can still find the way As the light filters through the sky  As the sun still rises each … Continue reading When everything shatters

Darkness didn’t come out today 

Back and forth we go... my mind spins  Sometimes too fast...sometimes too slow  I need something else...I need something more  Where are you darkness...let's settle the score  I'm not feeling right...but you haven't found me yet Guess you are delayed...holding my broken heart in your hands  There is something wrong with me darkness  Did you … Continue reading Darkness didn’t come out today 

Losing me 

He comes and goes... And he does not see... That he is losing me Nyx   Image Source http://www.flickr.com/photos/alexandershark/

The Universe

As I wake up and live my life I always wonder what I could miss One decision made differently...what could this change Could another connection be found...just by turning my car around As I venture through the day are events random or is the universe pushing us this way Pushing us in a direction we are … Continue reading The Universe

Music as my solace

When I feel the panic rise I listen for the sound It helps me feel peace It calms me down My sweet music I would be lost without you I could never escape This anxiety that grips me Like a freaking earth quake It shatters me to the core Makes my heart race With music … Continue reading Music as my solace

Re-organizing blog a bit

So... I am categorizing my poems so that they are easier to find based on what you are in the mood to read. I added... words of strength, poetry about love, quotes and dark poetry as categories. To anyone that visits my blog I think this will make it much easier to navigate. Thanks again … Continue reading Re-organizing blog a bit