To feel love and adoration Unconditional and unbreakable To be the center of focus To be loved beyond measure To feel beautiful every day How I long to feel this way Nyx © Nyx0519
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So freaking much pain
So much pain So alone So much pain...it's breaking me apart It's all I feel Sometimes I wish I could just forget Lose my mind and become a blank slate I just want to walk away I want to jump...I want to fall Please just let me forget...please just let me escape If there's a … Continue reading So freaking much pain
Quick Sand
How do you fix a miserable person Misery I should have seen all along The misery brings me down into this pit of despair I can't take it anymore...I just want to escape I feel trapped in a cage and no one has the key I feel myself sinking into sand...I can barely see Someone … Continue reading Quick Sand
In your arms
I don't want to feel alone I want to find a home A place I can stay forever In the arms of someone I love In the arms of the person who will hold me and keep me safe The person who will stand beside me and give me faith Faith that I do have … Continue reading In your arms
Shut up
Watch the blood drip on the floor Look for the lock on the door I fear his anger more than blood I'd rather see the truth than hear the lies Don't say your sorry when you don't mean it You see that speck Get over there and clean it Perfection on the outside destruction within … Continue reading Shut up
Foolish
Foolish so foolish I am Making the same mistakes again Jumping right in without thought or care Making my mind up...pushing doubt aside I like the thrill of risk...I like the feel of the dare Jumping in makes me feel alive...makes me more aware Aware of myself...aware of the world around me I don't care … Continue reading Foolish
Music # 2
My mind races As my heart paces My thoughts a jumbled mess I try to still my mind...try not to think about the stress I need my music...I need to sing This is my solace...my music...my voice I feel trapped...I feel contained I want someone to release me I am so grateful for the sound … Continue reading Music # 2
I was wrong
Still looking for something that I will never find An extension of myself...my other half I used to think I would find you I used to think you existed I was wrong
Pain
Sometimes I feel the pain So deep in my heart...so deep in my chest It grips me sometimes...this loneliness I feel It is a painful reminder that the past is real Sometimes it disappears in shadow Sometimes it fades away with the light It is always a struggle for me...always a fight It hurts today...It … Continue reading Pain
Love so deep
To feel love so deep until the end of a lifetime How sweet this would be To have someone who stands beside and worships me Time passes and imperfections come to light Is this why in the end we must fight Fight for that passion...fight for the spark... To keep the feeling of love so deep … Continue reading Love so deep
Words From The Borderline 
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