Grip the ledge 

You are in the center of the storm Grip the ledge and hold on  It's not over yet  Do not give up  But do not hold your breath Just keep fighting  And you will see This is your fate  This is your destiny  Nyx

Darkness follows continued…

Darkness will follow me wherever I go  In the end everyone goes away  Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy  He is my reality I try to push him aside  But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain  He sees my weakness  He sees my shame  He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…

Free Fall #2 

Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested  To see just how much I can take  Sometimes I just do not understand  Why I never seem to land  It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground  All I feel is everything pushing me down  What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2 

I wish for peace tonight 

The loneliness grips my beating heart  It crushes my chest  It rips me apart  When I sit still it all comes back  All the pain  All the heartache  Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did  Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind  Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight 

Steady and slow 

As the ground is swept away    My direction is gone  I fight for strength  I fight to hold on  I know longer see  A clear path before me  I know longer know  Which step to take  I know longer see  Past this freaking earth quake I thought I knew before  What I would see … Continue reading Steady and slow 

Strike back 

Is everyone really against me  Or have I just lost my mind  I'm too lost to see  Who is really genuine  Who is really kind I am reminded of a time  When life was a consistent slap  People would find me  Shove me into a trap  Lock the door then turn the key  I was … Continue reading Strike back 

Whispering in my ear 

Sometimes I can not  help but wonder Do I have a guide Is there someone always there Showing me the way With the right words to say Whispering in my ear Telling me there is nothing to fear Well if I do have a guide I am grateful Maybe that is how I have come … Continue reading Whispering in my ear 

I fight for the broken 

I am busted, broken, and alone  There was a time I was softly spoken  Drawn inside my own world This is when I saw too much Fearing the wrath of his touch  Waiting for the stars to shine The stars were the only thing that were mine  I never spoke about my fears Instead I … Continue reading I fight for the broken 

Welcome back

I don't know why I am surprised this time  The pain is so deep  It stabs me as I sleep  Bursting from the inside  Stabbing at my chest  Welcome back to hell I say  Forget about the rest  What makes you think it will be better  It will never be ok  What makes you think … Continue reading Welcome back

The land of lost souls

I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls