I long for peace

I sit here and I dream 

About a life without the pain 

On the inside I just scream 

In my chest it is always the same 

The pain stabs through my heart 

It tears right through my soul 

Taking everything that I am 

Until I lose control 

My mind shuts down 

My stomach turns 

As I grow more weary

I am sick of the dark 

I am sick of the dread 

I do not have voices in my head 

I do not have demons clawing at me 

What I have is only 

Complete and total agony 

On the inside I scream 

With each heartbeat 

With each breath 

I long for peace 

I long for rest 
Nyx

Time

Sometimes I can freeze my mind

Shut down all thought

Slow down the time

I can take myself to a place where

I am yours and you are mine

In this moment the world is still

I can bend time to keep us here

Night after night

Year after year

Time is now the only thing

That I truly fear

Nyx

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True love

And time keeps moving forward

As days just pass me by

My life continues to move me toward an eventual goodbye

Life ticks by so quickly it’s hard to keep track

To remember moments clearly and to hold myself back

Beauty fades with age and the passing of time

I wish someone would claim me…just as I wish I could make him mine

I would rather spend a lifetime with true love then fade away without it

I just don’t know if it exists and this burdens my heart

We all think we feel it when we find someone we love…but as years pass this changes as feelings start to fade

So here I sit and wonder… does true love really exist

Or is it meant to end after that endearing first kiss