When the clouds turn dark and grey All I want to do is fade away Forget who I am Forget who I was And be someone else Nyx
sorrow
Grim Reaper
Once again there is a fork in the road Do I follow the path of comfort Or do I stray down the darker path The one that brings me back The one that starts the cycle Of pain and the longing for death So many faces of people who once were I barely remember them … Continue reading Grim Reaper
Loneliness
I ask myself why I can not be alone Why does the pain hit When I sit here in silence Why does it go away Only when someone is near This is what I fear That this loneliness Will consume me That the pain will never leave Why does it have to hurt so much … Continue reading Loneliness
Into the abyss
I feel my body as it starts to shut down In this moment I have no hope I find no ground I fall into the darkness Into the abyss of my mind I no longer care I have no sense of time I no longer hope I no longer fear All I do is sit … Continue reading Into the abyss
Depression
Today I feel so hollow The depression it hits me hard There is no thought There is no action That makes me feel this way It is just a feeling that I live with Every single day Sometimes I forget Until I sit still Then I realize that this depression It is real There is … Continue reading Depression
Escape
Apathy is my friend It is the only way I will survive Disconnect or die This is what I feel I have known all along That happiness isn’t real Those moments of peace.. They never last I am haunted by the present I am haunted by the past There is no escape From the pain … Continue reading Escape
Fate
I watch the others From a distance Feeling the loneliness grow Sometimes I smile Sometimes I let it show Right now I feel the pain Deep inside my chest It eats away Everything that is left It eats away the hope I once had The image that I had is gone The image of happiness … Continue reading Fate
The bridge
I see the bridge So beautiful So bright It lights up the sky On the darkest night At my darkest hour This is where I fall Into Pandora’s box There is no night There is no day This is where I rest This is where I stay Disclaimer This is not a reflection of me, … Continue reading The bridge
No one left
My world has changed again Trying to find my home Feeling so alone The air sweeps me off my feet I feel defeated, I just want to sleep Where do you go When you no longer know Where you belong No one sees me As I fade away There is no one watching There is … Continue reading No one left
Fleeting dreams
I used to think you loved me Then you said good bye I sit here asking myself why Why can’t love be unconditional Why can’t you try We are all flawed in someway At least I never lie One thing I will never understand Is why you thought you ever loved me Because true love … Continue reading Fleeting dreams
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