Fate

I watch the others From a distance Feeling the loneliness grow Sometimes I smile Sometimes I let it show Right now I feel the pain Deep inside my chest It eats away Everything that is left It eats away the hope I once had The image that I had is gone The image of happiness … Continue reading Fate

The bridge

I see the bridge So beautiful So bright It lights up the sky On the darkest night At my darkest hour This is where I fall Into Pandora’s box There is no night There is no day This is where I rest This is where I stay Disclaimer This is not a reflection of me, … Continue reading The bridge

Fleeting dreams 

I used to think you loved me  Then you said good bye  I sit here asking myself why  Why can’t love be unconditional Why can’t you try  We are all flawed in someway  At least I never lie  One thing I will never understand  Is why you thought you ever loved me  Because true love … Continue reading Fleeting dreams 

Together we descend 

I watch as the skies fade into gray  I am so tired of fighting alone  This is just the way it has to be  Alone I wonder into the abyss  Darkness follows behind  Playing his role in kind  This I am ok with  Because I know  Darkness is part of my mind  There is no … Continue reading Together we descend 

With the rising sun

Sometimes I see flashes  Memories from before  I see where I have been  I see what I have done  I do not want to see  These things that haunt me  All I want is peace  I want to breathe again  Hopefully I will find it soon Before I lose the light from the moon  I … Continue reading With the rising sun

Loneliness 

Alone I suffer  This pain I feel  This reality of loneliness  My hell is real  Nyx

The tears I have not shed 

For the arms I have not felt  For the tears I have not shed  For the loneliness your absence brings  For the years of torment and pain  I hope you got what you needed from me  I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day  The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed 

No goodbyes 

I feel another piece break off  It crumbles before it hits the ground  How I wish there was nothing left  How I long to cease to exist  The pain it cuts so deep  I will never find the peace I seek  I just want to fade away  No more sorrow  No more pain  Please just … Continue reading No goodbyes 

Lost in the dark 

I am lost in the dark  Running so far  It's never fast enough  To forget what I have seen  Never fast enough  To forget who I thought you were  I thought that I would be true to you  No matter what you do  I was wrong  Nyx